Grantley, I am almost at a loss for words. I have just completed reading your
webpage. Before I even got to the end,
where you suggested replacing
Jims name with someone you need to forgive, I had already done that. I read
the entire prayer, out loud, replacing his name with my mothers name. This
prayer hit me at just the right time. My spiritual warfare is constantly over
my relations with my mother. Just a couple days ago I had a very big argument
with my mother. Not only do I have the past to contend with (her physical and
emotional abuse) but even in the present, she continues to hurt me. . . .
Reading your page made me realize how much I was feeling
superior to her, without even realizing it! I have been so wrapped up in my
own hurts, so angry at her for everything she has done wrong, forgetting that
I am just as guilty of sin, if not more so. Here I am, the saved one, and I am
harboring bitterness and great anger toward her. Its been so easy for me to
judge her and say that she is wrong. However, I have forgotten about my own
short-comings.
I have been tormented with trying to understand forgiveness. . . . This
prayer released me of many feelings. I truly felt this prayer in my heart, as
I said it! I was almost too excited to read it. I could feel my heart pounding
harder. I knew that I needed to put her sins into His hands. I cant right
her wrongs. I cant judge her anymore. I need to concentrate on my sins, my
own need to be forgiven. I also feel comfortable with the fact that I can
walk away and not be used as a target. Grantley, this page is a comforting
and eye-opening wonder! Thank you!
Hard work went into the writing of that webpage, but no hard work could ever
bring about the miracle God has performed. We each need nothing less than a real-life
encounter with the Living God. Im so grateful to our Savior and almost overawed, to be
the unworthy link in this sacred encounter.
Our wonderful Lord wants to transform your life, too.
A Note from Grantley
But being willing to read it, and to pray what parts I could, was the start of my healing.
Further Essential Help With Forgiveness
Forgiveness is a long journey: Keep reading the links until you truly find full peace
Forgive Us Our Sins As we forgive
Christians & Raw Emotions: Hate & Anger at Injustice. Do offenders really get away with it?
Where was God when you suffered unspeakable horrors?
The Path to Healing A brief and most helpful overview of the steps to full healing from the devastation of abuse
Overcoming Temptation Breaking free from the temptation to remain bitter
Sweet revenge! The Execution of Justice.
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